I have a confession to make.....

Well, not so much a confession as an admission of a character flaw. About 3 months ago i managed to lose one of my DVD's, now i suffer from being perhaps slightly obsessive, i have no idea as to why im like that, but when it kicks in....well be worried.

Now this DVD i managed to lose (although i suspect someone somehow snuck in and stole it) has been driving me crazy, i live in a minamalistic styled appartment, its always clean, tidy and everything is in order (the obsessive side rises again) Now i have turned my appartment upside down searching for this bloody DVD, and not just once or twice.

You probably think....why doesnt he go and buy himself a new one, well that would probably be the best option, and it would also stop this crazy searching im putting myself through, but that is not an option because
A) even if i buy a replacement i wont be able to help myself from searching.
B) if i buy another one its certain the lost one will make itself shown.

This has been driving my other half crazy too, not the fact that its lost, but the fact that everytime they see me i am searching for that bloody DVD, Only yesterday i was caught searching for it once again behind the cabinet, and was asked.......

Them "What are you doing now"
Me "Uhm, nothing, i just thought that maybe.....nothing"
Them " your not looking for that DVD still are you?"
ME "NO, i looked here already, that would be insane, but......well"
Them "Jaiden, are you looking again, this has got to stop!"
ME: "Alright, im looking for that stupid bloody DVD, OK!"
THEM: *Looked stunned, perhaps even a little frightened, lol*

With this i walked away, and continued my search, under the bed (Again) in the drawers, the window sills, hell, i even searched the Bathroom this time, and why would a DVD be in the bathroom, off i went through the cabinets, towel shelves, even to the point that i had convinced myself my other half had taken the bath side off and hidden it under there just to wind me up, so of came the bath side, but nothing apart from some pipes and a scary looking spider- which immediately met his maker via a rolled up copy of cosmopolitan and several whacks!

Now i cant see why someone would want to do this to me? its driven me insane, my friends running for the hills and my other half crazy at the way i have been with it all. Now today i got the crazy idea that the gas man stole it, so i got on the phone to them and when they answered i didnt know what to say, i could hardly say " Hi, yes your gas man stole The others from me" what sense would that make, and what if i was wrong? so i hung up :(

well today i also find myself hunting around again, though i promised myself that i would stop, i find myself opening the kitchen draw for a sharp knife (lol, im not that crazy) to cut some tomatoes, i open the draw and find myself removing it to look underneath.

So if anyone knows where this elusive DVD may be hiding, please let me know.